FOREVER IN 2007 サイレントヒル (PART II - 4 Hour Silent Hill Ambient - Zerofuturism REUPLOAD )

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  • Опубликовано: 9 янв 2025

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  • @raul1899
    @raul1899 Год назад +828

    I remember I first heard of Silent Hills when I was 10 yo. I had just arrived to L.A. new life, new school, new everything. I felt so isolated, I talked to nobody at school. I was living with my two uncles, they were like in their 18-20s. And I used to sleep on a sleeping bag on the living room.
    My uncle let me borrow, and play on his PS2. I used to play a game about dinosaur, like adventure... I forgot the name of it, It was for PS1, but worked on the PS2 console. He had multiple games on there on the shelf, I saw one, Silent Hill, but the portrait looked very scary... I did not dare to touch it, plus the other games were not mine either, I felt like I had to ask for permission.
    One night we were with my mom and sister and my 20 year old uncle was there in the living room. He was hardcore gamer, he spent a lot of time playing online on the PC and the rest with his girlfriend. It was very late that night, all lights were out, only the TV was on... And him and my mom started to talk about supernatural stuff. We were about to sleep, and I called him out on that scary game. And he said that he would play it for us but that it was very scary and if he played it he would finish it that night.... We agreed to stay up all night and watch him play it.
    At the nurse part in which the guitar plays Lisa's Theme, he took out his guitar because he said he had been trying to find that tune to play it on the guitar. Back then youtube did not exist. 2002 - 2003... Different times.
    I loved the game so much that at the end of the game everybody else fell asleep, only me and him were still awake.
    I wish I could go back and start over. I was happy and I did not know it.

    • @AC97_
      @AC97_ Год назад +33

      That sounds so chill, i'd wanna go back too 👍

    • @Madragon
      @Madragon Год назад +25

      love your story!

    • @AbuserTV
      @AbuserTV Год назад +13

      brilliant

    • @billel3780
      @billel3780 Год назад +12

      The golden days...we were so innocent bro we adore adventure and freedom 😢😢😢
      But my brother See how it turned out...😢
      So creepy for me to see it goes this way...
      In these past ten years i hated going out in public and see people lost in the matrix And feign happiness fu** this bro im going #SILENT🙏🙏

    • @guysome3263
      @guysome3263 Год назад +13

      what a vibe

  • @murk6sh
    @murk6sh Год назад +681

    Take me back to those sunny days where I didn’t have a worry in the world..

    • @futuristicentity2417
      @futuristicentity2417 Год назад +22

      Being younger and a kid was always better than this the world has gone stupid somebody help and fast thanks!

    • @alecrochon3531
      @alecrochon3531 Год назад +21

      Good god, yes please. Make the suffering end.

    • @trige000
      @trige000 Год назад

      Nah m8. Being a kid was gash.

    • @futuristicentity2417
      @futuristicentity2417 Год назад +10

      @@trige000 It depends on the person honestly sorry yours was gash.

    • @aliveslice
      @aliveslice Год назад +5

      I don't remember that happening ever. but I have more worries now, facts

  • @FatherRozen
    @FatherRozen Год назад +197

    Why do we all feel the 2000s so special? Who are we? This feeling... it's out of this world.

    • @YamanoRyuu
      @YamanoRyuu Год назад +31

      Mostly, late millennials were around high school age, playing games without realizing how difficult everything would become.

    • @reddragon6480
      @reddragon6480 Год назад +24

      Bro, the 2000's and 90's were great for me! Yes it's because we all enjoyed our little bubble we lived in. We had no idea the world was going to be this.

    • @SamuelBlack84
      @SamuelBlack84 8 месяцев назад +4

      They were my college days, which could have been better, which was partly my fault, partly others
      But as far as I knew, then I didn't have enemies

    • @mikekell920
      @mikekell920 7 месяцев назад +1

      I just like the ps2 thing

    • @ms.pirate
      @ms.pirate 5 месяцев назад +3

      I was an child in the early 2000s (I was born in Jan 2000, so technically I was an 2000s kid). When you had an family that actually cared and loved you and oblivious to every worse thing what happened around you that wasn't your concern because you were so young. Thats why the 2000s were so magical (also alot of us older Gen Z and younger millennials grew are making it trendy because its our turn to make our childhood nestolgia trendy)

  • @Nyck-Dee
    @Nyck-Dee Год назад +74

    Sometimes, i still dream about the 2000s, the inbetween of the 90s and the 2010s, the liminal space of here and yesterday. How i was a kid, how my worries were only of little things, and how everything in the world was just...fine. Not great, not terrible, only fine.

  • @Badbirdie
    @Badbirdie Год назад +192

    2007...the year my family was at one of the lowest points. My father left us, leaving me, my 3 siblings all under the age of 5, me at 13 and my mother was trying to figure out how to do this all on her own. I had one friend, a dying ps2 with only a few games and the only person in the world who was supposed to help me become a man, wasnt there. Those siblings are all adults now, my Mother remarried to an amazing man, and now, all that is left is me. Somehow, I became a man on my own. It took several heartbreaks, a vacation in a mental hospital, drugs and some lovely mental illnesses Ill probably never get rid of but...weird how this sound somehow captures everything I felt in all those years. Broken in tiny pieces but Im still here, somehow Im still here.

    • @118Oganesson
      @118Oganesson Год назад +7

      That's the good thing. You are so brave for that. Though, I wonder what was going into your father's mind when he did that.

    • @ruu0701
      @ruu0701 Год назад

      2007 was a tough year for me too so i get you. but you got through it and you're so strong for that. Hope you're doing much better now! 💙

    • @Kjersten_w
      @Kjersten_w Год назад +3

      I pray youre doing well, friend. Im glad youre mom was able to find someone who's good for her.

    • @TheLadyT_93
      @TheLadyT_93 8 месяцев назад

      Well. I’m glad you’re still here , after everything, truly 🫶🏽

  • @namiFGC
    @namiFGC Год назад +65

    I miss the years 2005 and 2007 cause my best memories are still there. When I was just a kid playing ps2.

    • @ms.pirate
      @ms.pirate 5 месяцев назад +1

      I'm lucky my PS2 still works. However, I might need to fix my controllers

  • @chowder6534
    @chowder6534 Год назад +329

    For me the 2000s was both a euphoric time and a massively depressing time. It's so strange how the world changes.

    • @thaistomp
      @thaistomp Год назад +36

      The 2000's was the peak before social media changed everything.

    • @redline1916
      @redline1916 Год назад +1

      @@thaistomp Social media as a platform practically destroyed humanity's sense of social perception, or at least those in the western hemisphere. Not even the internet could've thought of achieving such a goal even in its mid-years. Zuckerberg and the rest will have to live with the fact that they contributed to the downfall of entire countries forever, although that might've been their goal from the very beginning aside from profits.

    • @dryciderz
      @dryciderz Год назад +14

      ​@@thaistomp1990s was the peak before the great upheaval that began on 9/11

    • @Gy0952
      @Gy0952 Год назад +7

      I feel you. I've passed the worst days of my life in school until 4th-5th year of high school. The only good memories I remember were about the short travel did in London when I was 8 in 2007, and a lot of fictional stuff like movies, videogames, toons, ecc. Those last things used to be so good that they didn't make me regret my childhood.

    • @Father_Kirbo
      @Father_Kirbo Год назад +2

      Now these days are even more depressing 😢

  • @butcher8750
    @butcher8750 Год назад +107

    I met my best friend in 2007 during my kindergarten class. I am now 21 and we are still great friends and chat every single day. Everyone stay safe out there ❤️

    • @valentinanunez3708
      @valentinanunez3708 Год назад +6

      that is so cool. I hope your friendship lasts many more years dude! You don't find friends like that everyday

    • @Xtennsion
      @Xtennsion Год назад +2

      if only

    • @ryder8646
      @ryder8646 Год назад

      Okay I'll be honest; I'm a little jealous.

    • @ms.pirate
      @ms.pirate 5 месяцев назад

      I wish I can get in contact with my old best friend

  • @leights1493
    @leights1493 Год назад +67

    I genuinely miss the early 2000’s like I was a happy kid and the world seemed so much more simple then, but life goes on I guess

    • @thaistomp
      @thaistomp Год назад +26

      The world was very different back then. It's not just nostalgia.

    • @huevote9474
      @huevote9474 Год назад +2

      @@thaistompyep

    • @SamuelBlack84
      @SamuelBlack84 8 месяцев назад

      Ah, yes. Life goes on
      Where?

  • @relixmeme
    @relixmeme Год назад +436

    This comment is for anyone laying in bed, listening to this music and currently struggling with mental health issues. I want you to know you have made it this far, despite all your falllbacks, you are here, you are alive, it won't always be this difficult and you are more powerful than you realise. I love you and keep going 💙💙💙

    • @troymelok831
      @troymelok831 Год назад +8

      Love u ❤

    • @ryan.1990
      @ryan.1990 Год назад +5

      Real

    • @lupitaaquarius1513
      @lupitaaquarius1513 Год назад +6

      Thank you, i really needed to hear this❤

    • @bradleyhoyle7820
      @bradleyhoyle7820 Год назад +2

      No one loves me mate

    • @Jarmey984
      @Jarmey984 Год назад +5

      A really toxic person left me not so long ago. I went from depression to just, nothing. I don't understand what I feel, but hey. Atleast im not dead.

  • @Gy0952
    @Gy0952 Год назад +44

    The first years of the 2000s had this gloomy/dreamlike atmosphere in the air in which I'm obsessed since years. Is something that I, and many, find comfort within. It's not a cheeky kind of comfort. It's a slow climax before the dystopia. I miss being a little boy in 2007.

    • @maskingtables
      @maskingtables Год назад +2

      It was a dystopia since the 80s ... But childhood makes everything seem simple

    • @Leon-gr2oo
      @Leon-gr2oo Год назад +1

      This! Its like my concept of the year 2007 is connected to so many good memories

    • @SamuelBlack84
      @SamuelBlack84 11 месяцев назад +3

      Each decade before the millennium had its own identity and feel, whereas each decade since has just been a vacuum

    • @basedbuddha777
      @basedbuddha777 8 месяцев назад

      @@SamuelBlack84exactly.

    • @rubeesharma4316
      @rubeesharma4316 2 месяца назад

      Not much social media+No deadlines+Nostalgia glasses

  • @LOL.c.r.i.n.g.e
    @LOL.c.r.i.n.g.e Год назад +206

    - for me the 2000s was both a euphoric time and a massively depressing time.
    - It's so strange how the world changes.

    • @cicadaknight3048
      @cicadaknight3048 Год назад +10

      kinda funny how "LOL-funny-videos" is commenting something like this

    • @leetballerxxxx3564
      @leetballerxxxx3564 Год назад +10

      I was only five years old in 2007. I don’t really remember a whole lot of the 2000s other then school and football practice and hanging out with my friends.
      I just turned 21 now. Crazy how time flies, and I’m a bit bummed I missed out on Silent Hill.

    • @huevote9474
      @huevote9474 Год назад

      @@cicadaknight3048I was also 5 in 07 :)

    • @dreamnote6076
      @dreamnote6076 Год назад

      @@leetballerxxxx3564hey me too! 2002 4ever

    • @dimosthenis.
      @dimosthenis. Год назад

      ​@@leetballerxxxx3564I feel you

  • @mysticcc3171
    @mysticcc3171 Год назад +15

    all these stories in the comments make me emotional bc it makes me realize how human we all are and how different everyone’s experience is in life :’)

  • @heathenly_aesthetic7233
    @heathenly_aesthetic7233 Год назад +100

    I love the additional sense of nostalgia I get from hearing the PS2 startup 🥰

  • @quantum0151
    @quantum0151 Год назад +9

    I was born in 2000 and I consider the early 2000s to be a happy feeling and a sad feeling as well. It reminds me of when my parents used to argue as a kid and itd get physical. The happy memories are when I used to play games like Megaman, Tekken, sonic, crash bandicoot, NFS, etc. I miss when I looked foward to the future. Now I feel like everything sucks and I just have chronic depression. It’s insane how much I’ve changed. I can’t even go out in public and socialized like I used to. I hide myself in my room all the time. Last time I truly felt something was at my high school graduation back in 2019. But in reality my depression started back in 2017.

    • @FlyingOcean
      @FlyingOcean Год назад +1

      Если тебе будет предначертано дожить до 27+ лет - станет проще.
      У меня было очень сложно до 26 лет где-то. С самой собой. Затем я начала меняться психологически и стало намного проще.
      Тебе сейчас 23 года, мне почти 29. Люди во многом одинаковы. Я не обесцениваю то, что ты сейчас чувствуешь, но оглядываясь на себя: многое из того, что я ощущала из переживаний оказалось беспочвенным и не стоило того внимания, которого я этому уделяла
      Люди во многом одинаковы, не важно на каких языках они говорят

  • @MarrodLP
    @MarrodLP 2 года назад +45

    Thank you for this. Lets hope it doesnt get striked again.

  • @Slyarno2795
    @Slyarno2795 Год назад +10

    Who can't forget about 2007 coming back from school and playing Sly 3 on my ps2 along with other games that i would play all the time and playing with my toys hangout with friends watch movies and remember playing outside with friends during recess time. Those were fun times i know and i remember the last day of school in june 2007 that time really makes me remember.

  • @clxse1
    @clxse1 Год назад +22

    When being alone was something *special*
    not something *normal*

  • @wiriks_228
    @wiriks_228 Год назад +3

    I was born in 2008 and my older brothers did not understand why I was so envious of their childhood. I managed to play PlayStation 2, but I was too young, so I don’t remember much. This intro brought tears to my eyes.

    • @Leon-gr2oo
      @Leon-gr2oo Год назад +1

      I am sorry you couldnt live the last glorious years without social media

  • @118Oganesson
    @118Oganesson Год назад +7

    First of all, thank you for uploading this. And-I loved reading everyone's thoughts and stories. Some are sad and some are pure nostalgia. I pray that everyone will be freed from the imprisonment of despair. I haven't played this game and only watched the gameplay walkthrough but I never finished it. This soundtrack didn't give me nostalgia but rather a trance like feeling. To everyone that's reading this, we all live once in this world and let's be kind to one another. I'm glad that the comments are wholesome; just people sharing their life stories. I know that one day, our comments will gonna be 15 years ago (that is, if RUclips still exists) and it kinds of strange to jump into so many years to think that 15 years from now, these comments I think will gonna leave a piece of moments on my memories forever. Maybe when I have grandchildren in the future, I'll them some of you all's stories. It's amazing but yet strange. Anyways, stay safe to all of you. Don't let the world influence you in a very bad way. Trust in God, he is always with you all. He listens to your prayers. God bless everyone.

  • @burqlee
    @burqlee Год назад +39

    😢 I was young and so ambitious, drug free and full of spirit . Had a wonderful high school start, making friends and reading twilight.

    • @EllisHudsonn
      @EllisHudsonn Год назад +3

      never played the games but the music makes me feel so nostalgia for no reason. I usually only listen to metal and this is the only time any other genre has made me feel anything

    • @Leon-gr2oo
      @Leon-gr2oo Год назад +3

      Believe in god bro, its not over yet

  • @avathiana866
    @avathiana866 Год назад +20

    I’ll never forget those memories

  • @jimmyalamo839
    @jimmyalamo839 Год назад +5

    silent hill, ps2 and resident evil, is a mood

  • @jordanfan88
    @jordanfan88 Год назад +902

    2007 was one of the worst years of my life. Being trapped would be hell...or should I say ...silent hell.

    • @matadordeleoes
      @matadordeleoes Год назад +29

      LOL , what bad year for me too. 2006 - 2009 terrible time for me

    • @Dagaz_art
      @Dagaz_art Год назад +44

      And you´re still here. It was and is...just a D R E A M 👻

    • @johnhawthorn5393
      @johnhawthorn5393 Год назад +5

      Same here

    • @Xeavone
      @Xeavone Год назад +16

      I was 13 in 2007 and it wasn't too bad on my end. Although, round it up to a decade, and that's been the worst year of my life thus far. On the other hand, 2022 has personally been the best year of my life as of recent.

    • @thegamingandy4603
      @thegamingandy4603 Год назад +22

      That perfectly explains my 2020 life. Trapped in a hellish cycle, not knowing what to do, unable to run to anyone because I had no friends...
      It was horrible.
      We've been through the same things, but in different years.
      I'm sorry about what you had to deal with. No one should have to go through that.

  • @SweetGem3581
    @SweetGem3581 9 месяцев назад +1

    2007... I was still an infant back then. Something about this song (Silent Hill 0: Riverside Motel) truly shakes me to my core. Reaches deep down. Makes me think. Perhaps there is some sort of deep connection I have to it... One potential cause would be my connection to Silent Hill, especially the atmosphere in the earlier games.
    There is nothing in this world that antices me more than dreams. How they make no sense at all yet, it always feels as though they're always trying to tell you something, you just didn't get it. You have yet to do so, at least. This song reminds me of something that could easily play in a dream. A sequence of events you see, a place you visit. Somewhere dark. Somewhere deep. Somewhere no one has any idea you're down there. Somewhere that there is almost no escape. Yet you keep going down.
    Nothing can beat the earlier Silent Hill games in it's atmosphere. Nothing. They capture this feeling of dreams so perfectly. So deeply. Especially Silent Hill 2. I had no idea how much of what I saw was real. I still sort of don't. But I think that's the point. I hope so. Perhaps it is just like a dream. Where there is a much bigger story and narrative and message but I just couldn't get it in the end because of the small window I had into the world. A true mystery that many may have answers for but none have ever been confirmed. Dreams and Silent Hill.

  • @relcnt
    @relcnt Год назад +8

    theres so many different eras of life i wish i could of experienced, and this is definitely one of them. i wish i was a teen in the early 2000s living in a small midwest american town and played this game in the nights with a fire next to me, listening to the ambience and the music whilst it rained

    • @Leon-gr2oo
      @Leon-gr2oo Год назад

      I guess being a little kid in 2000s was ok but i got youre point there

  • @leipzigergnom
    @leipzigergnom Год назад +1

    In 2007, I was in middle school and was discovering lego stop-motion videos and stickman animations on a relatively new website called RUclips.
    I felt inspired to start making my own stickman animations. I used flipbooks and notepads to make them in school. At home, I used "SketchStar" in the Miniclip website (Home of Club Penguin) or a program called "Pivot Stickman Animator."
    All these years later, I'm finally discovering why games like Resident Evil and Silent Hill are so beloved, and I'm getting into them too. The fact that it's connected to such a special time of our lives is a plus. The early 2000s really did seem more quiet and less crazy to me, but at the same time they had their own sense of gloom as well.

  • @NightCrydeFM
    @NightCrydeFM Год назад +4

    It isn't nostalgia. It was, and it is, a better time.

  • @robotzombie4754
    @robotzombie4754 Год назад +16

    2007 was my lost year,since then life was never the same....

    • @cnukem
      @cnukem Год назад

      I feel that 😔

  • @gibbygob
    @gibbygob Год назад +9

    i was born in 2007 I may have missed the early 2000s but for some reason I feel nostalgic hearing about it

  • @joelmcfarland5153
    @joelmcfarland5153 Год назад +7

    My high school graduation year. Just a year before the 2008 economic collapse that has affected all millennials entry and upward mobility in the job market. Making them compete with the huge surge of over qualified unemployed men and women with a decade more experience and almost twice their years old. It was a great year in my life nonetheless.

  • @ede486
    @ede486 Год назад +2

    2007 was an amazing year, alot of great things happened great movies great music great games and great weather...

  • @SparklSeoul
    @SparklSeoul 2 года назад +25

    This took me a while to looooook for! I love listenting to the playlist while I'm studying or reading books. Thank you so much for the reupload! 💗

  • @betterjustice6697
    @betterjustice6697 Год назад +18

    I hope you understand how much this helps. I love zer0futurisms stuff already, and finding this is a blessing in every way. Thank you.

    • @dreamshorizon3093
      @dreamshorizon3093 Год назад

      What is Zer0futurism?

    • @betterjustice6697
      @betterjustice6697 Год назад

      @@dreamshorizon3093 youtuber that originally compiled a lot of these silent hill mixs, he makes music on the side in the realm of ambient

  • @LOL.c.r.i.n.g.e
    @LOL.c.r.i.n.g.e Год назад +59

    - take me back to those sunny days where I didn’t have a worry in the world

  • @StreamwaveProduction
    @StreamwaveProduction Год назад +10

    i have been listening to this mix every night since last year. tyvm for the reupload and thank you zerofuturism

  • @atesceken7249
    @atesceken7249 Год назад +7

    Evryone born with difficulties. Some born in a poor household. Some born with mental ilneses. Some born without a family. And some unluck ones born with physical anomalies. Thank god i didint born with physical anomalies. But i born with a mental ilness. İn a poor household. Only with my mom. Sometimes i think "Am i luck to be born in a physicaly normal body" Then the awnser is comes right afther. Yes. The awnser is yes. İt could be much more worst then that. İ Just wish that i didint have to deal with my mental illness. Being poor is somthing i can fix it but this thing is came to me the day i born. I Know it because it was with me since the very first thing that i can remember. Maybe in the future i can find somone who can ease my pain. But for now i am alone. May the god helps us all.

  • @Komotau4691
    @Komotau4691 10 месяцев назад +1

    Music and PS2 effects itself represent times what most of us miss.

  • @lunarthespacecat7772
    @lunarthespacecat7772 Год назад +36

    2007 is now the new 1990

  • @The_Chosen_Heretic
    @The_Chosen_Heretic Год назад +2

    This past October was one of the worst times of my life. Death in the family (6th in 4 years), rejection, death anniversary, realization that I had been dealing with an addiction, and to top it all off flashbacks to various traumatic events that happened to me throughout my life. I drank heavily, sobbed constantly, questioned the very essence of my being, and genuinely wanted it all to end. It felt like what I’d imagine a trip through Silent Hill to be like. Thankfully I’m going to be in therapy soon, have realized what I want from my life finally after all these years, and have been able to finally confront the less than stellar parts of myself. Its been hell, but hopefully the fog will start to clear up. I hope all of y’all’s fog will clear too.

    • @mrmanio4935
      @mrmanio4935 11 месяцев назад

      feels the same like me, I didnt go to therapy and still drink and live in the fog
      how are you?

  • @snxffys6436
    @snxffys6436 Год назад +1

    i’m glad things like persona 5 and silent hill weren’t things slightly younger me didn’t spoil for themself and i was truly able to experience these games without certain expectations

  • @BrolyDIFF
    @BrolyDIFF Год назад +9

    Halo 3 all day every day was 2007 for me good old timed 😢

  • @NekoSaturn
    @NekoSaturn Год назад +9

    I love this, the nostalgia certainly made me think back to the good ol' days :3

  • @IIISincerelyIII
    @IIISincerelyIII Год назад +3

    This is my comfort place. a sense of safety. thank you.

  • @TheLadyT_93
    @TheLadyT_93 8 месяцев назад +1

    This playlist envokes feelings and memories within I thought were lost forever or only accessible in my dreams….2007 was the last year before my life dramatically changed forever…all with one move out of state, away from the life I always knew….but can’t let go.

  • @TonyBMan
    @TonyBMan 4 месяца назад +1

    Never forget the Dark Millennium. It was a magical time to grow up in.

  • @braydenbryson905
    @braydenbryson905 Год назад +5

    This music give the the hardest goosebumps ive ever had.

  • @robutegurllyman9228
    @robutegurllyman9228 Год назад +14

    Your doin God’s work here, thank you 🥲

  • @oats1005
    @oats1005 Год назад +11

    I was only 1 in this year but this is still deeply nostalgic

  • @timothymarchant
    @timothymarchant Год назад +7

    Things just got done back then. Everyone working normally. Things were cheap and affordable

  • @yamikattt
    @yamikattt Год назад +4

    Listening to this, and the first part over and over again. idk if it'll help me cure my depression or worsen it but at least it's nice and calming lol

  • @sitraahra1979
    @sitraahra1979 Год назад +5

    I love zerofuturism so much

  • @Hexadecima96
    @Hexadecima96 Год назад +4

    I already said it in the other 4h long but, I need a 10h version. Your work is marvelous. Thanks you.

  • @get_it_done4580
    @get_it_done4580 Год назад +156

    I want peace
    I need serenity
    I crave rest
    😞🫤😕😐😑😶

    • @bigbrother2047
      @bigbrother2047 Год назад +1

      Me too...
      Want to share something?

    • @get_it_done4580
      @get_it_done4580 Год назад +12

      @@bigbrother2047 my soul is tired. i want out of this life. this world we live in. life sucks

    • @bigbrother2047
      @bigbrother2047 Год назад +3

      @@get_it_done4580 it really does sucks... Feeling stuck in this body and want to get numb so that these memories and thoughts can't be able to trouble us anymore and we can leave jst by feeling nothing... Jst peace....
      I want to get out of this never-ending trauma too...
      Just wanna lay down and feel nothing (not even hunger)...
      I am in my 20's and
      I've tried to do some stupid things (which i am really guilty for, but can't do anything to make it right)... It's jst that I am alive somehow... which never felt good... Every day its the same.... Been introvert whole my life ...never tried to make friends and go out..and now I think it's coming to an end.... I wish I didn't even exist in the first place...but now it's that I ended up regreting everything about myself.... But still nothing makes sense...
      All I learnt is that either you change yourself according what this world needs.... or end up regreting by making self made choices...which keeps you in danger and you will never know that how much this effects by being like this...
      Too much of self-company is harmful but we love this and don't wanna leave this place of melancholy... This is like drugs fr

    • @get_it_done4580
      @get_it_done4580 Год назад +7

      @@bigbrother2047 Exactly!! Omg, it's amazing how similiar we are. My life to, my past is so messed up right now. Always has been. Sexually molested when I was a little boy for starters, beat physically then to. Present here and now, I've so much anger and sorrow and pain. Overall, your last part is so true. It's how I feel to.
      Thank you for reaching out because I'm scared to with people. However, you understand how it is, what it's like. Like a drug indeed

    • @bigbrother2047
      @bigbrother2047 Год назад

      @@get_it_done4580 ❤️ don't feel alone.... Reach out for help anytime if needed.... I got sexually assaulted by my teacher when I was 8-9 years old....
      Got bullied many times when I was young... Changed multiple schools....
      Never felt like home in this place....
      But after years passed...I didn't know when it started turning into hatred towards self... Blaming self was never been a healthy option. It drowned me.
      The worst thing is....
      With this bitterness
      I became just like the ones I hated the most...I ended up losing the trust of those who loved me, who trusted me....
      Now I am so numb that I can't even cry...there's aggression.. not towards others but for myself.... I am filled with this overwhelming feeling of fear that I am slowly becoming a danger for the people around me...my family....
      If we are going through from past-trauma then how we reflect is not good either
      We are all experiencing life...but I think that it didn't work out in my case...
      Trust me.... sometimes when crying couldn't help, sharing can help❣️

  • @uandersontrator358
    @uandersontrator358 Год назад +17

    2007,foi o ano que comecei a perder uma coisa mais importante da minha vida... Minha mãe... Daí é diante, só ouve perdas, até chegar no meu pai... Meu herói... Hoje, não me importo com perda de ninguém mas... Perder pai e mãe e superar... Você se torna frio... Parentes, amigos,colegas... Isso não me abala mais... Só preso pelo meu único irmão...

    • @maymayvideo
      @maymayvideo Год назад +3

      po cara, nem consigo imaginar a dor... mas que Deus abençoe vc sempre, desejo tudo de bom pra ti 🙏

    • @uandersontrator358
      @uandersontrator358 Год назад

      @@maymayvideo obrigado irmão... Seu comentário é de conforto... Isso é Auta ajuda e respeito pelo próximo seu comentário 🙏🙏👊👊

    • @josedaniel1310
      @josedaniel1310 Год назад

      Eu nem consigo imaginar a dor de perde o pai e a mãe 😞

    • @uandersontrator358
      @uandersontrator358 Год назад +3

      @@josedaniel1310 A dor de perder pai e mãe não tem como explicar... Minha mãe era uma rainha,e meu pai era meu herói... Mas tendo Deus no coração,a vi segue

  • @b.o.3815
    @b.o.3815 Год назад +3

    i am relaxing in my bed all cozy and after i had my body self care now it's time for my mind and soul with this masterpiece

  • @D_Sefannikajajja
    @D_Sefannikajajja Год назад +2

    Damn... that PS2 start up sound gave me the chills

  • @mrlustrous1166
    @mrlustrous1166 Год назад +3

    I was technically born in 2007 so any of this shouldn't be familiar to me but I'm resonated with the ambiance, growing up now as a 16 year old looking back at like when I started making memories, the feelings I get is this liminal nostalgic feeling when life didn't felt like a mess. and in a way when you are small and vulnerable and don't know anything about the world, it makes it seem more interesting and memorable.

  • @isidorabrito6774
    @isidorabrito6774 Год назад +3

    THANKS FOR THIS 😢!
    SO NOSTALGIA

  • @LZ51190
    @LZ51190 10 месяцев назад +1

    that's the mood

  • @c0mmas
    @c0mmas 5 месяцев назад +1

    I get a sick feeling in my chest when I think about the 2000s, I wish I could relive it again

  • @cipotebionico5417
    @cipotebionico5417 Год назад +4

    it's just fantastic. I'm listening it for studying and chilling in th night. Thank you so much.

  • @toonzik
    @toonzik 7 месяцев назад +1

    Wow Silent Hill i remember see my father playing Silent Hill 1 on ps one and After i discovered silent Hill 2 this game change my life

  • @DSkehan2004
    @DSkehan2004 Год назад +2

    Most exciting year in the decade!

  • @angel-zq6or
    @angel-zq6or Год назад +3

    in 2007 i was 2 years old lmao but its the year my parents separated and we moved from portland to minnesota. its interesting how different life is now.

  • @CustomStoryGatherers
    @CustomStoryGatherers Год назад +1

    lol that background is from Amnesia TDD, now I feel forever in 2010... this game made my adolescence

  • @tormacsaba2211
    @tormacsaba2211 7 месяцев назад

    1990-2010, the golden years of my life. Its like a half forgotten dream.

  • @InsomniaSoundscapes
    @InsomniaSoundscapes Год назад +1

    Wow, this mix of Akira Yamaoka's music is absolutely captivating! The way he seamlessly blends haunting melodies with atmospheric tones is truly remarkable. It's clear that his talent for creating immersive soundscapes is unparalleled.
    Speaking of atmospheric music, I also dabble in crafting ambient tracks inspired by the Silent Hill style. The haunting and evocative nature of Yamaoka's compositions has been a great influence on my own work. It's fascinating to see how his music can transport you to a world of eerie beauty, and I strive to create a similar sense of immersion in my own ambient pieces.
    Keep up the great work!

  • @GysticTutorials
    @GysticTutorials Год назад +3

    I listen to this while editing. Thank you for the upload and nice visuals. :)

  • @BatailleRapTishort
    @BatailleRapTishort 7 месяцев назад +1

    The first tune sampling to burble and pine is class

  • @wallriderlastlight4762
    @wallriderlastlight4762 Год назад +7

    The past are just nightmares the future is only a dream

  • @enterbalak
    @enterbalak Год назад +4

    2008.. didnt know how good i had it..

  • @joh3628
    @joh3628 Год назад +11

    I wish I was in 2007 forever.

  • @exploreuk736
    @exploreuk736 Год назад +3

    You definitely deserve more recognition fr fr

  • @McBeanMc
    @McBeanMc Год назад +1

    Left youtube running as i fell asleep and this must have played till my computer died, no complaints ;)

  • @laks4969
    @laks4969 Год назад +1

    Thank a lot for reupload!

  • @Lekiller-ofbeuaty
    @Lekiller-ofbeuaty Год назад +3

    Im not gonna hear this because it is to much nistalgia but i feel like who listens to this is a legend

  • @nikosandersen5894
    @nikosandersen5894 Год назад +2

    This helps me sleep Thank you for that

  • @stephen3293
    @stephen3293 Год назад +9

    If you're scrolling through these comments, I wish you to stop so I can give you a hug and tell you that everything will be okay ❤️

  • @ourporter
    @ourporter 8 месяцев назад +1

    i was born in 2007, i guess i'm gonna be a newborn the entirety of this video

  • @vndoll7755
    @vndoll7755 Год назад +1

    Broke ,sad and confused , mentally lonely and unable to speak all describe 2007 sending love to all the struggling parents and single parents at that time losing jobs and chases to grow 🙏🏽

  • @gobbo1917
    @gobbo1917 6 месяцев назад +2

    I was 15. Awkward emo loner. Flirting with girls on social sites and skype in the dark of my room, exploring the Internet and browsing 4chan. Making friends on 360 and stargazing on my roof while i sneaked moms cigs. The feeling of loving solitude i got from my own company and the endless feeling of mystery back when silver linings seemed infinite and friends came to my autistic self as naturally as wind in a canyon.. back before this broken feeling was not yet ingrained into my core.

  • @maskingtables
    @maskingtables Год назад +3

    In my restless dreams, i see that year. 2007..

  • @MultiYouhou
    @MultiYouhou Год назад +1

    silent hill one of the best game :)

  • @harimassudoku8274
    @harimassudoku8274 10 месяцев назад +1

    Ugh, when i was little my older brother would torment me with this game, him and his buddies would hangout all night in my brother's room playing silent hill, even humiliated me by dragging me in the room to play silent Hill and i would cry. Lmao good times, i wish i went back ❤️

  • @MannyBriseno
    @MannyBriseno Год назад +4

    Before that shitty recession a year later.... take me back

  • @mrrandom7714
    @mrrandom7714 Год назад +1

    >be me
    >beacome to have 20 years of existing
    >remending all the good, bad and shitty times of my childhood
    -context- i was born with autism 3 (aspenger)
    >i remember when i met silent hill
    >it was 2011 at the moment so i was like 8
    >my parents give me a computer and access to the internet
    >i met youtube and creepypastas
    >like the music
    >for you (yt viewers) i was starting to having like this paranoic situation of stress for the bullys
    >so, when i was searching about the creepypasta music i found silent hill
    >now, when i feel very tired with my head having an idea carnival i listent to this music to turn of my brain and have a peace moment

  • @mrwendigo3374
    @mrwendigo3374 Год назад +1

    Oh man what an ambience

  • @sophiecastella2001
    @sophiecastella2001 Год назад +1

    Je sais pas ce que je donnerai pour repasser une journée dans les années 2000, et être à nouveau avec famille dans mes souvenirs d’enfance

  • @hypnos9336
    @hypnos9336 Год назад +1

    the strange thing for me about this video is that 2007 is the year I played silent hill 2 for the first time

  • @LaLaLoopsyCutie
    @LaLaLoopsyCutie Год назад +1

    oh that classic intro

  • @FiatUnolaranja
    @FiatUnolaranja Год назад +1

    I'm from Brazil , hello there!

    • @renna6669
      @renna6669  Год назад +1

      Tmj, fica na paz e um abraço kkkkk

  • @federicomancini2985
    @federicomancini2985 Год назад +2

    Early 2000’s foverer.

  • @ametia.
    @ametia. Год назад +1

    thank you ❤

  • @deadjrnnl
    @deadjrnnl Год назад +1

    I loved the cutscene after he found out what happened to Mary

  • @Archibld
    @Archibld Год назад +1

    Thank you ❤️

  • @peb2899
    @peb2899 Год назад +1

    gonna play silent hill for the first time today.

  • @Basedroider
    @Basedroider Год назад +1

    Went through two breakups this year. Trying to stay positive and patient but I don’t know how much longer I can be

    • @118Oganesson
      @118Oganesson Год назад +1

      God is writing the best love story for you, brother. There will always gonna be one for you. It will come, don't force it. Who knows, those 2 might be not for you because there is someone that is for you. Someone in this world, maybe she's also waiting for the good one and who knows, it might be you.

    • @NoVeilAnymore
      @NoVeilAnymore Год назад

      Never lose faith. You are the hero you hope for. 🙏

  • @IchibanAC
    @IchibanAC Год назад +1

    2007, while not a renarkable year for myself when I really try to think hard on it. While the many years after 2007 may or may not have been memorable years for me depending on the individual year, 2007 for me was just simply living without a care in the world.
    In 2007 I had no relationships, no job, no money of my own to spend (Both a blessing and a curse for me now a days.), no bills, no significant life altering choices to make in life and the only choice I would make is what game I would rent from the shop if my parents let me. For adults of the time I can't even begin to imagine how stressful it was with the country economy troubles at that specific time in 2007, I love my parents and my siblings for everything they've done for me, my parents and siblings introducing me to the PS2 and gaming in general must've cost them a small fortune and yet they still went above and beyond for me. Had they not been able to introduce me to gaming I'd probably never know about Silent Hill.
    I try my best to just enjoy life now a days, be grateful for the things I have and the people I have around me but damn, to be a care free kid in 2007 again sounds nice too.

  • @pedropicapiedra7946
    @pedropicapiedra7946 Год назад +1

    i was born in 2007 and i lived such a great life